Tech Girl Jessica

Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.

88 – Sexualization / Fetishization

Content Warning. This is a direct quote of a message I received on a site I’m on. Content is very sexual in nature, very graphic description, very derogatory. Many of you do not know what a ‘chaser/admirer’ is, and why they are considered creepy. This is why.

My own comments may also warrant the content warning.
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A Beautifull Big Dick Cross Dresser !!!

Hi Jassica,I’m a older blk.admirer.When I ran across your sexy Pic’s First of all.I respect your marriage but,If I could catch you before you have your surgery behind closed doors!! I would love to suck and swallow your long thick Gurly Dick.Catching every drop of your hot thick creamy weeks load!! “I promise I wouldn’t disappoint you in anyway!! Jassica I hope I haven’t said anything offensive toward you in anyway!!

“Your Secret Black Admirer”

Ron

PS>I just would love sucking your big dick before you get it cut off!!

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In conversation with another man on a different site (dating site) a similar sentiment came up (not as graphic thankfully) after a couple days of normal flirty chatting.

Because of these 2 incidents recently, and others over the last year, I’m done looking for a boyfriend for now. I can’t deal with this. For some reason, today, these things really got to me. I feel horrible. I wanted to punch. It took almost all I had to resist. I wanted to drink. I resisted that too. I’m mad that these 2 people have made me jaded again, about finding a guy. I’m mad at myself, that I somehow have given them that power over me.
I have had probably a hundred messages like this one over the last year and a bit. Varying in detail, but essentially the same. Guys want my penis. They don’t want me at all. They just don’t want a penis attached to a guy. Because that would be gay, and break their masculinity.
I’m tired of it. So tired.

Surgery can’t come soon enough. Though I doubt that would even stop the messages, since most of these types don’t read profiles anyway. They’d still want my ‘big dick’.

FUCK.

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