Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
jessicajaclyn So, made it to my second group session, about 5 minutes late. I was early last time, so balances out I suppose. I hate being late. I entered, and took a seat in between two new girls. There were 5 new girls. Unfortunately, this time around I’m not remembering the names of the 2 I …
I was going to come up with an awesome title for this post, but in reality, this title sums it all up nicely. I don’t need a cute title for everything. Saturday, May 2nd, 2015 is the day I officially started living full time as myself. No more ‘work/James/boy’ mode. There is now only one …
I’ve been fighting depression for the last month. Probably a lot longer than that, but I was distracting myself with all the trans stuff that was going on. Changing physical genders is a great way to distract yourself by the way. 😛 This was something I worked on with my side blog, and it was …
I thought I was done with self harm. Apparently I’m not. I haven’t had the best week, or month for that matter. I have started a second blog that only a select set of close friends get to see because it’s where I write about daily stuff – and it’s very raw and open. Once …
This post is mostly just for me to vent. A cathartic exercise. If you want to read it, be my guest. Some days I really feel like my mind is split. Somewhere between the real me and the scared, timid, hiding, secretive projection of masculinity of what was. Essentially fragmented somewhere between Jess and James. …
Trigger warnings: suicide I get told, often, how courageous I am. I get it. How it comes across that way. Certain things I do, I agree, are courageous. I put myself out there, every time I write one of these blog posts. I disseminate everything, and withhold nothing. I’m a complete open book. I’m proud …
Trigger Warning: This may be Too Much Info about me for some people. Read with caution. Ok, so I knew there was a chance this was going to happen. Was actually kinda hoping it would happen, cuz, well, I like new things, and change. And yet, I was also thinking I might be in the …
This is a departure for me in this blog. I’m going to just transcribe a dream I had last night as best as I remember it. I will analyze it later, for now, it’s left me a bit unsettled. Possibly triggering. Involves plane crash. Standing on a corner talking with a friend. Big green grass …
So today, I went to a support group. Less than a year ago I would have laughed at the idea of me going to group. Not gonna happen ever. And yet, I needed no outside incentive to go. Willingly I went to be in a room of strangers (maybe 6 I thought as I drove …