Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
I was going to come up with an awesome title for this post, but in reality, this title sums it all up nicely. I don’t need a cute title for everything. Saturday, May 2nd, 2015 is the day I officially started living full time as myself. No more ‘work/James/boy’ mode. There is now only one …
This post is mostly just for me to vent. A cathartic exercise. If you want to read it, be my guest. Some days I really feel like my mind is split. Somewhere between the real me and the scared, timid, hiding, secretive projection of masculinity of what was. Essentially fragmented somewhere between Jess and James. …
For those that have known me my whole life, you may or may not remember that I cried a lot when I was younger. I hid a lot of it, but I’m sure at least a few of your noticed. The crying continued through my life, but it was hidden better and better. Then I …
Not sure how much of a breakthrough it was, but I had my first social outing where I felt absolutely normal. Normal isn’t the right word, because I don’t think of myself as normal, but situationally, it was normal. I wasn’t feeling my ‘trans-ness’ at all. I was just me, at a birthday party. A …
This week I’ve gone back to work after a wonderful period of 12 days (24/7) of being wonderfully feminine and as close to female as I can currently get. Work involves me being ‘James’ for the time being. Teresa has suggested I get co-workers to start calling me Jess (as it could be seen as …