Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
So, I’ve done it. I’ve committed myself to playing a sport again. I think it was a good decision. My teammates are all great. The league (an LGBTQ+ league) is also great. The first night of playing was mostly getting all the teams in one place, going over rules and policy, and having a few …
For about 6 straight days I had been dealing with pretty severe dysphoria. The blip in February was nothing compared to this. This was the worst patch in 2 years. There have been single instances of worse, but nothing lasting this long at this level. It seemed to be triggered with some kind of emotional …
Trigger Warning – there is talk of being suicidal. Sorry it’s been a while. I’ll do an update post soon, but this is going to be a pretty specific post. I went to see my therapist last week, as mostly a catch up session; it’d been almost a year since we’d last spoken, and I’d …
I have not had much sense of dysphoria the last few months. Today, it hit me fairly hard; seemingly out of nowhere. It’s not like it hasn’t been there, but it’s been pretty low-key for about 5 months. The changes I see in my face have been helping to buoy me. I’ve even made progress …
On December 26, 2016 I got aboard a train in Seattle headed to Sacramento. Where, 21 hours later, I was going to meet my girlfriend for the first time. I was going to spend 11 days with her. I will admit to some apprehension. I’ve had first meetings go sideways before, but none of those …
As some of you know already, I’ve begun a new, long distance relationship. The way this came about is kind of interesting, and I wanted to share, because this is the first post-transition relationship where I’m actually free to discuss it. I have known Melissa for quite a few years. We were introduced to each …
Content Warning. This is a direct quote of a message I received on a site I’m on. Content is very sexual in nature, very graphic description, very derogatory. Many of you do not know what a ‘chaser/admirer’ is, and why they are considered creepy. This is why. My own comments may also warrant the content …
So, something really interesting has been happening lately. Something I’ve made mention of to a few people. I can’t explain where it came from. I can’t tell if it’s going to last, but I never want it to end. In the last 6 to 8 weeks, I have developed really good self esteem. Never in …
This post should have been written a few months ago. I’ve been procrastinating. It’s a very emotional post for me to write, and will be for some to read. Many of you already know, but I think most do not. Teresa and I are no longer a romantic/sexual couple. There are a myriad of reasons …
Trigger Warning: Talk of suicide, blood clots, tattoos, piercing . . . . . . . . . . My blood clot treatment is over. It was over August 7th. I could have gone back on estrogen at that time. Instead I decided to get a tattoo and some more piercings. Things that I wanted …