Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
Trigger Warning – there is talk of being suicidal. Sorry it’s been a while. I’ll do an update post soon, but this is going to be a pretty specific post. I went to see my therapist last week, as mostly a catch up session; it’d been almost a year since we’d last spoken, and I’d …
Content Warning. This is a direct quote of a message I received on a site I’m on. Content is very sexual in nature, very graphic description, very derogatory. Many of you do not know what a ‘chaser/admirer’ is, and why they are considered creepy. This is why. My own comments may also warrant the content …
For almost 3 months now I’ve been without a supply of estrogen. For almost 3 months, no decent testosterone blocker. For almost 3 months, no progesterone. I thought I was doing well. In many ways I am. In many ways I’m not. A few bad/sad things have happened over the last couple weeks, and I’ve …
I know I asked for it, and seemed to be craving it. It finally happened today. I was misgendered. It is something I haven’t really had to deal with when presenting as myself. I ordered some pizza from a food court outlet, and when I was handed the pizza I got a, “here ya go, …
I thought I was done with self harm. Apparently I’m not. I haven’t had the best week, or month for that matter. I have started a second blog that only a select set of close friends get to see because it’s where I write about daily stuff – and it’s very raw and open. Once …
This post is mostly just for me to vent. A cathartic exercise. If you want to read it, be my guest. Some days I really feel like my mind is split. Somewhere between the real me and the scared, timid, hiding, secretive projection of masculinity of what was. Essentially fragmented somewhere between Jess and James. …
Trigger warnings: suicide I get told, often, how courageous I am. I get it. How it comes across that way. Certain things I do, I agree, are courageous. I put myself out there, every time I write one of these blog posts. I disseminate everything, and withhold nothing. I’m a complete open book. I’m proud …
This is another thing I was doing without realizing what it was. It’s amazing how much stuff I was completely oblivious to in my own life, and in my own head. Self harm is any activity where you, essentially, hurt yourself on purpose. It can take many forms, ranging from cutting your skin, burning yourself, …