Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
I was going to come up with an awesome title for this post, but in reality, this title sums it all up nicely. I don’t need a cute title for everything. Saturday, May 2nd, 2015 is the day I officially started living full time as myself. No more ‘work/James/boy’ mode. There is now only one …
I thought I was done with self harm. Apparently I’m not. I haven’t had the best week, or month for that matter. I have started a second blog that only a select set of close friends get to see because it’s where I write about daily stuff – and it’s very raw and open. Once …
This post is mostly just for me to vent. A cathartic exercise. If you want to read it, be my guest. Some days I really feel like my mind is split. Somewhere between the real me and the scared, timid, hiding, secretive projection of masculinity of what was. Essentially fragmented somewhere between Jess and James. …
For those that have known me my whole life, you may or may not remember that I cried a lot when I was younger. I hid a lot of it, but I’m sure at least a few of your noticed. The crying continued through my life, but it was hidden better and better. Then I …
Today marks the start of what I’m calling “Phase II” of my transition. It wasn’t a perfect day, there were some hiccups along the way, but the most important result hoped for, for today, did occur. Teresa took today off of work instead of Wednesday to be with me for everything. Today was going to …
Passing is the ability to present as your authentic gender, without the chance of being misgendered. Even for cisgender people this can sometimes be a challenge. For transgender individuals, it is often a mental necessity to pass. In some areas of the world, it is a vitally important survival tactic. It can become an unhealthy …
While the vast majority of my personal experience with being transgender and transsexual has been phenomenally positive, there has been some negativity, and it has made an impact. When I first came out to that one lone person at age 26, I was so absolutely terrified of being judged, and being rejected. Then thoughts of …
Never really understood my dysphoria until now. Never was able to view it as I am now. All the things that eat away at me. The things that bring up feelings of hate, anger, profound sadness, unease, dissatisfaction, etc… The biggest trigger of my dysphoria has always been my facial hair, and more directly, the …