Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
Trigger Warning – there is talk of being suicidal. Sorry it’s been a while. I’ll do an update post soon, but this is going to be a pretty specific post. I went to see my therapist last week, as mostly a catch up session; it’d been almost a year since we’d last spoken, and I’d …
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about self denial. What it actually means, and how it can work, and how it affected me. I said this recently to someone I was chatting with… “The thing with self denial is if you know you’re denying at some level, you also know it’s true on another level.” …
So, last night I went to my 25 year high school reunion. I’ve had a lot of people ask if I was, or assume I was nervous about the whole thing. I was, but not for the reason most people would think. The vast majority of my grad peers are supportive and accepting of me …
I know I asked for it, and seemed to be craving it. It finally happened today. I was misgendered. It is something I haven’t really had to deal with when presenting as myself. I ordered some pizza from a food court outlet, and when I was handed the pizza I got a, “here ya go, …
High school was a fractured experience for me. I had my sports – basketball, ball hockey, volleyball, and other peripheral ones. I had my classes – science and math based, with electronics and art as electives. I had my friends – jocks, nerds, rockers, artsy types, goths, etc… I had very varied friends. Sports allowed …
I have struggled with self esteem issues for pretty much my entire life. I can’t recall ever actually being happy about the way I looked as James. Thinking about it in a new perspective, I can see my gender dysphoria having a lot to do with that, if not even it being the root cause. …
When I was in grade 5 – I experienced being bullied. I have never really told anyone about this, as it was fairly embarrassing. I don’t remember a whole bunch about it, I just remember that the guy was a foot shorter than me, and a year younger. Though at the time, I thought he …