Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
Trigger Warning – there is talk of being suicidal. Sorry it’s been a while. I’ll do an update post soon, but this is going to be a pretty specific post. I went to see my therapist last week, as mostly a catch up session; it’d been almost a year since we’d last spoken, and I’d …
I have not had much sense of dysphoria the last few months. Today, it hit me fairly hard; seemingly out of nowhere. It’s not like it hasn’t been there, but it’s been pretty low-key for about 5 months. The changes I see in my face have been helping to buoy me. I’ve even made progress …
So, something really interesting has been happening lately. Something I’ve made mention of to a few people. I can’t explain where it came from. I can’t tell if it’s going to last, but I never want it to end. In the last 6 to 8 weeks, I have developed really good self esteem. Never in …
So, it’s been a while since I’ve put any any photos up of me. I’m approximately 19 months into transition, 14 of those I was receiving estrogen and progesterone. These are photos of me since I stopped trying to look cisgender. My everyday look more or less. Enjoy.
Yesterday morning I received a message, on Facebook, from someone out of the blue. They were friends with someone on my friends list, so I decided to read the message. It read as follows… Hi Jessica, I hope this isn’t strange or intrusive. Whenever I come across a person who is visibly trans, I like …
Something happened the other day that has caused a shift in how I think about myself, and how I think about my being transgender. I went for a kidney ultrasound last week. A week before, when thinking about the appointment, I mulled over informing them I was trans before the test. Then I had 2 …
Today I went to work with my own hair. A different experience than when I thought I could not wear a wig, and went to work with my own hair in May. Today, my hair is about 7″ long and fairly curly in the back, it is noticeably feminine looking (I think). Probably even more …
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about self denial. What it actually means, and how it can work, and how it affected me. I said this recently to someone I was chatting with… “The thing with self denial is if you know you’re denying at some level, you also know it’s true on another level.” …
So, last night I went to my 25 year high school reunion. I’ve had a lot of people ask if I was, or assume I was nervous about the whole thing. I was, but not for the reason most people would think. The vast majority of my grad peers are supportive and accepting of me …