Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
“A rose by any other name would smell as sweet.” – William Shakespeare Who I am has not fundamentally changed, yet changed I am. James (the protector part) is not going away, he’s just changing. I still need protection. The world is still out there. The process I’m going through is not easy. He will …
After that second therapy session, I’d had some correspondence with a few people, and was being questioned on a few things. I was getting told that these friends and family had no idea who ‘Jessica’ was. My instant reaction to that was, “how could you not know her? She’s always been here.” Every time it …
I have never, ever, wanted therapy, nor will I ever. I used to say that. I used to say it a lot. During my coming out, I wanted to start therapy. I’ve had it suggested to me many times, that I should get some therapy about the cross dressing, or whatever gender issues I may …
When I first started telling friends about Jessica, I was starting to feel really good about the relief of more and more people knowing. This was maybe 13 years ago. I was building a support system, and I wasn’t having any bad reactions. It was addictive. I reasoned, that I should tell everyone I knew. …
The wife and I have had one hiccup in our entire relationship, and it happened the night after Yanni. <dramatic pause> She broke up with me. W T F? We had had a great date, cuddled the entire concert, took transit back to near her place, and walked to a Boston Pizza where we stayed …
Introverted and shy – doesn’t make dating very easy. I decided to try online dating. I could put right in my ad that I was a cross dresser (this is what I thought I was at the time – still something I did, not something I was). I could hope no one I knew would …
So, with my new found confidant, I started to tell a few other people. I wound up with a small circle of friends that now knew about me. Knew as much as I was letting on anyway. I eventually found the nerve to dress in front of some of them. It was horrible, but good. …
It was around the age of 8 where I started to protect myself from negativity that might come my way. I knew that I would be looked down upon if anyone found out I was wearing girls’ clothes. So I hid it very well. Then I also hid ANYTHING that might make people think I …
An introduction of sorts… I am Jessica. I have always been, but then again, I haven’t. Outwardly I have been someone else for the last 40 some odd years. A guy named James. That’s starting to change. When I was young, I was Jamie, and life seemed okay. I don’t have a ton of memories …