Tech Girl Jessica

Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.

96 – 2017 Review and update

Hey Folks, Been a while since I’ve posted anything. Not that I haven’t been meaning to. Lots of things to write about really, but just haven’t had much time. So, lets start with some recaps from last year: Surgery The main thing about last year is that the final hoop for my gender affirming surgery …

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93 – Moar Dysphoria

For about 6 straight days I had been dealing with pretty severe dysphoria. The blip in February was nothing compared to this. This was the worst patch in 2 years. There have been single instances of worse, but nothing lasting this long at this level. It seemed to be triggered with some kind of emotional …

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92 – Resentment

Trigger Warning – there is talk of being suicidal. Sorry it’s been a while. I’ll do an update post soon, but this is going to be a pretty specific post. I went to see my therapist last week, as mostly a catch up session; it’d been almost a year since we’d last spoken, and I’d …

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91 – Dysphoria rearing its ugly head

I have not had much sense of dysphoria the last few months. Today, it hit me fairly hard; seemingly out of nowhere. It’s not like it hasn’t been there, but it’s been pretty low-key for about 5 months. The changes I see in my face have been helping to buoy me. I’ve even made progress …

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86 – Teresa and I update

This post should have been written a few months ago. I’ve been procrastinating. It’s a very emotional post for me to write, and will be for some to read. Many of you already know, but I think most do not. Teresa and I are no longer a romantic/sexual couple. There are a myriad of reasons …

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83 – Life without hormones

For almost 3 months now I’ve been without a supply of estrogen. For almost 3 months, no decent testosterone blocker. For almost 3 months, no progesterone. I thought I was doing well. In many ways I am. In many ways I’m not. A few bad/sad things have happened over the last couple weeks, and I’ve …

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76 – Mutable relationships

This is a post I’ve wanted to write for a while. However, it is a sensitive topic, and other people are involved; some directly, some peripherally. Please read with an open mind. This is about changing relationship models, and ever changing relationships within those new models. As in my coming out messages to everyone – …

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