Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
Trigger Warning – there is talk of being suicidal. Sorry it’s been a while. I’ll do an update post soon, but this is going to be a pretty specific post. I went to see my therapist last week, as mostly a catch up session; it’d been almost a year since we’d last spoken, and I’d …
I have not had much sense of dysphoria the last few months. Today, it hit me fairly hard; seemingly out of nowhere. It’s not like it hasn’t been there, but it’s been pretty low-key for about 5 months. The changes I see in my face have been helping to buoy me. I’ve even made progress …
On December 26, 2016 I got aboard a train in Seattle headed to Sacramento. Where, 21 hours later, I was going to meet my girlfriend for the first time. I was going to spend 11 days with her. I will admit to some apprehension. I’ve had first meetings go sideways before, but none of those …
As some of you know already, I’ve begun a new, long distance relationship. The way this came about is kind of interesting, and I wanted to share, because this is the first post-transition relationship where I’m actually free to discuss it. I have known Melissa for quite a few years. We were introduced to each …
Content Warning. This is a direct quote of a message I received on a site I’m on. Content is very sexual in nature, very graphic description, very derogatory. Many of you do not know what a ‘chaser/admirer’ is, and why they are considered creepy. This is why. My own comments may also warrant the content …
So, something really interesting has been happening lately. Something I’ve made mention of to a few people. I can’t explain where it came from. I can’t tell if it’s going to last, but I never want it to end. In the last 6 to 8 weeks, I have developed really good self esteem. Never in …
This post should have been written a few months ago. I’ve been procrastinating. It’s a very emotional post for me to write, and will be for some to read. Many of you already know, but I think most do not. Teresa and I are no longer a romantic/sexual couple. There are a myriad of reasons …
This year I’ve now lost 2 friends. Both were people I truly loved. Both were people I truly hurt. Both were people that truly hurt me. It sucks. Neither of them will be in my life anymore. The endings came about very differently for the 2 of them though. The first friendship to die ended …
Trigger Warning: Talk of suicide, blood clots, tattoos, piercing . . . . . . . . . . My blood clot treatment is over. It was over August 7th. I could have gone back on estrogen at that time. Instead I decided to get a tattoo and some more piercings. Things that I wanted …
For almost 3 months now I’ve been without a supply of estrogen. For almost 3 months, no decent testosterone blocker. For almost 3 months, no progesterone. I thought I was doing well. In many ways I am. In many ways I’m not. A few bad/sad things have happened over the last couple weeks, and I’ve …