Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
Yesterday morning I received a message, on Facebook, from someone out of the blue. They were friends with someone on my friends list, so I decided to read the message. It read as follows… Hi Jessica, I hope this isn’t strange or intrusive. Whenever I come across a person who is visibly trans, I like …
Sometimes when life really has you and those around you down, something happens to restore you, to rebuild some of what’s been lost. Just such a thing happened yesterday at lunch in a seafood pub. Being unemployed, and trying to deal with my blood clots has left me with a fair bit of free time …
My luck with side effects is fucking awesome. Although, it’s not 100% for sure, estrogen and progesterone likely played a role at least. I spent Tuesday and Wednesday in the hospital being diagnosed for swelling in my right calf/ankle. After answering the same bloody 5 questions at least 10 times, 2 blood tests, 1 ultrasound, …
Something happened the other day that has caused a shift in how I think about myself, and how I think about my being transgender. I went for a kidney ultrasound last week. A week before, when thinking about the appointment, I mulled over informing them I was trans before the test. Then I had 2 …
This is a post I’ve wanted to write for a while. However, it is a sensitive topic, and other people are involved; some directly, some peripherally. Please read with an open mind. This is about changing relationship models, and ever changing relationships within those new models. As in my coming out messages to everyone – …
Okay, this is so that no one thinks I was bullied into opening our marriage. From the beginning, over 10 years ago, I told Jessica that if she ever wanted to be with someone else, that I was okay with it, as long as she was open and honest about it (no cheating). So it …
At work today (which is where I seem to do a lot of musing), I was musing about my name. I’ve come realize I prefer my full first name (Jessica) over the short forms (Jess and JJ). There are a few reasons for this. It kind of hit me today, that I was pushing Jess …
Hey everyone, I know I haven’t written much lately. I have been working on a multi-part post, but it’s a complicated subject and I’m trying to get it just right. So, I thought in the meantime, I’d post an update. Boobs. Yep. I have em. This time they don’t seem to be decreasing in size. …
Today I went to work with my own hair. A different experience than when I thought I could not wear a wig, and went to work with my own hair in May. Today, my hair is about 7″ long and fairly curly in the back, it is noticeably feminine looking (I think). Probably even more …
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about self denial. What it actually means, and how it can work, and how it affected me. I said this recently to someone I was chatting with… “The thing with self denial is if you know you’re denying at some level, you also know it’s true on another level.” …