Level: 48
Class: Techno-witch
Str: 12 Int: 17 Wis: 16 Dex: 15 Con: 17 Cha: 17
Challenge Rating: 15
Locale: Left coast. The traditional territories of the Semiahmoo, Katzie, Kwikwetlem, Kwantlen, Qayqayt and Tsawwassen First Nations.
While the vast majority of my personal experience with being transgender and transsexual has been phenomenally positive, there has been some negativity, and it has made an impact. When I first came out to that one lone person at age 26, I was so absolutely terrified of being judged, and being rejected. Then thoughts of …
Never really understood my dysphoria until now. Never was able to view it as I am now. All the things that eat away at me. The things that bring up feelings of hate, anger, profound sadness, unease, dissatisfaction, etc… The biggest trigger of my dysphoria has always been my facial hair, and more directly, the …
Been thinking recently about all the signs I gave myself in my life, to try and clue me in. There really were a lot of them, and I so pig-headedly ignored them all. I guess when you’re trying to come across as a guy, that’s the thing to do, isn’t it? Lol. So, the biggest …
This post is just all about what’s going on currently. Tried to book an endocrinologist appointment (to start HRT) a few weeks ago and found out I need a full ‘assessment’ before that appointment. So, that means for $450, I have to see a psychologist twice, and do some written testing as well to get …
This issue has come up recently, so I decided to vent on here about it. Being transgender is not a lifestyle choice. While the cause is not known for certain, there are varying theories on the cause. The one I’m inclined to believe, is the one that is seeming to be true for me. From …
There is definitely a loss associated with transition. Not just for those around me, but for myself as well. Even if the ‘James’ everyone knew was a fiction, it was a fiction based on the inner workings of me. Not a reflection, but a bit of a filter, and a twisting – like a camouflage. …
High school was a fractured experience for me. I had my sports – basketball, ball hockey, volleyball, and other peripheral ones. I had my classes – science and math based, with electronics and art as electives. I had my friends – jocks, nerds, rockers, artsy types, goths, etc… I had very varied friends. Sports allowed …
I have struggled with self esteem issues for pretty much my entire life. I can’t recall ever actually being happy about the way I looked as James. Thinking about it in a new perspective, I can see my gender dysphoria having a lot to do with that, if not even it being the root cause. …
I wanted to chime in about a few things that Teresa mentioned in her Insecurities post, but didn’t want to do it as a comment that might get lost in the shuffle. It’s interesting how, her insecurities, have led her to withdraw and close off in the past, much the same way my being transgender …
I’ve been stewing about a comment someone said to me the other day. To be honest, I have been known to stew a lot about comments this person has said to me over the years. But this time I’m going to embrace it and turn it into something good through this post. Paraphrasing the comment: …